cupcakez n bulletz

the word

2 Corinthians 4:7-10

7 But we have this treasure in jars of clay, to show that the surpassing power belongs to God and not to us. 8 We are afflicted in every way, but not crushed; perplexed, but not driven to despair; 9 persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed; 10 always carrying in the body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be manifested in our bodies. #Bible


reflection …

Psalm 31:7 
I will be glad and rejoice in thy mercy: for thou hast considered my trouble; thou hast known my soul in adversities;

this life is made of cupackes and bullets. i reflect on the year that i have lived and struggled through and i thank God everyday for His grace and mercy. sometimes we make it hard on ourselves. sometimes we make bad decisions and of course in perfect fashion we must suffer the consequences. i say all the time “everything is as it is suppose to be”. through my time of struggle i had to remember God because He never forgot about me no matter what i felt or thought. imagine making mistakes over and over again and your parents cutting you off and letting you go. they dont want to see you fail ..they dont want to see you hurt but they know that the only way that you will truly understand is if you fall. as i descended i looked up and remembered my prayers, remembered that God is forgiving, and that all i had to do was call His name. i think about it and i smile (even though im talking about struggle). i see the outcome. i see the difference in living and thinking. and i am so happy that my mother taught me how to pray. i am so happy that i know Him. He saw me ..the real me. perfections and flaws and decided that i was worth giving another chance. Thank You Lord. i hope that i may serve Him well because He has giving me new life, over and over again.